Monster (English)
Today I saw the sorrow face to face, and it looked at me, stared at me from its spot of misconceived sadness, simply infecting with its kisses every path I cross day by day with a smile on my face.
The trees were cold and the breeze did not reach my lungs, desperately I sought for happiness until I realized that maybe it would not be such a crazy idea to accept the darkness that surrounded me. And so I did, uncomfortable at first, but finally getting along with its presence, trying not to judge its personality and the way it influenced me.
Today I married the sorrow once more, and our marriage lasted more than I expected, and like always... our divorce took away from me a lot. Sitting in the shower, listening to the sound of the water around, attempting to sink into my mind with all of it, failing to do so... And starting a brand new waterfall coming out of my eyes.
How can it be so hard for me to bounce side by side between the happy and the sad face of life, how could it be possible that I always slide through desperation and solitude, searching for new strategies to bring me off a successful retreat from my troubled mind.
I started to recover suddenly and by no means caused by myself, it might be that sorrow regretted to punch me so insanely hard, and took off on an adventure, hitting someone else's face. I really do not know, and I do not dare to challenge it by being grateful, because it might listen and return back to me without any reason, as always. I will just say that I expect it does not come back too soon, because I need to bring together again the pieces of my heart and my shields.
Do not expect from me a sentence filled of pity, claiming for mercy... Because the warriors love tough situations. We are bigger than the monster.
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